Well my friends, it's time to go.

I joined LJ because I hoped I would enjoy it, but I really don't. I am one of the worse friends ever as I hardly ever comment, and I hardly ever update. It's not fair to the people who friended me, nor is it nice.

I am not nice. I live in a dark place most of the time, and if anyone reads my fics they will know this. I don't feel the need to write my life for the world to see, nor do I intend to carry on.

This entry is intended to let everyone know that I will be removing my LJ account as soon as my fic Love For Sale is complete.  The reason for the delay, is that the fic was written for the spuffy_fantasy community, and I believe they should continue to receive chapters till completion.

As soon as the last chapter goes up, I will be gone.

I have my own website now, and I will probably only post there.  I will leave the fics I already have out there in the archives, but I will no longer post any new work to them.  

I have a lot to thank the likes of Spuffy Realm, BSV, Elysian Fields and Vampires Kiss for.  These sites gave me the chance to post to the world, and I will forever be grateful.  However, life moves on, and I don't want to carry on.

If this makes me sound elitist, I really don't mean to be.  I would just prefer to only post to my own site.  

I promise to complete my WIP's on the archives, I am not that selfish.

If my readership want to find me then I will be found at www.blood-desires.co.uk

I don't mean to offend anyone by this post, I felt it best to be fair and honest.

Hi guys,

I have just got home from a week in Menorca.  I am so tanned and relaxed just now and I am loving it.

While I was away, I celebrated my 47th birthday.  I logged on today to find that 

cordykitten

deedo_2313

deedo_2313

aa_eve_aa

vampgirly

Over the last few days I learned that hotspur18 had plagarized stories and tried to pass them off as her own.  Unbelieveably, she won awards for this.  I have  investigated this for myself, and found that she plagarized manips too, and won awards for that as well.  When I read the number of "We support you" comments on her LJ, and I was incensed.  

Her comments have been screened and I very much doubt that anyone will see just what I said - so, in the interest of fair play - here is the comment I tried to post.

I really do not understand why you are getting support just because you came clean.  You came clean because you were CAUGHT, and had no choice.  You STOLE.  It does not matter if it was ideas or money, you STOLE.  If you had taken one of my stories and tried to pass it off as your own, then I would be beyond pissed. Why people think you did the decent thing by removing the stories, I do not know.  It should not have happened in the first place.  If you cannot think up your own plotlines, then leave writing alone.

If she has LJ friends who read this and feel they need to try and support her through my LJ, then all I can say is BRING IT ON.

I see it through a window

I see it passing by

I see it in a heartbeat

I see it when I cry

I see it in a moment

I see it in a glance

I see it in a sunbeam

I see it when I dance

I see it in a corner

I see it on the stair

I see it in a rainbow

I see it in a prayer

I see it when I’m walking

I see it when I’m still

I see it when I’m angry

I see it when I’m ill

I see it on your faces

I see it in your style

I see it in your eyes at times

I see it in your smile

I see it far too often

I see it when I give

I see it all around me

I see it want to live

I see it try to hurt me

I see it try to maim

I see it try to take me

I see it wants the same

I see it as it leaves me

I see it as it goes

I see it will come back again

I see it in love’s throes

I see it almost every day

I see it in a dream

I see it want to rule my life

I see it want to scream

I see it leave my heart now

I see it take its turn

I see it want me even more

I see it try to burn

I see it roll around my life

I see it touch my hair

I see it wants to leave now

I see it everywhere

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